A Birthday Wish

A Birthday Wish

Please wait for me Papang…

That was my last wish on my birthday two years ago.

I could’ve wished for a new phone, a new dress

or any other thing a girl could wish during her birthday

But I didn’t…

I just wished for you to wait so I could hold your hand, hug you tight and kiss you…

Alas, not all wishes come true, do they? I know mine didn’t.

What was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life

turned out to be the most tragic one – the most devastating one.

Today marks the second year when we finally laid you to rest

The same day when I never got to hold your hand, to hug you tight,

and to kiss you…on my birthday  

I haven’t laughed that much for quite a while

Haven’t cracked the funniest jokes

Haven’t given the sweetest smile

Like you would, Papang…

We shared the same passion in music

Sang many songs together

Danced to the same tune

But all these are gone and no wish could ever bring them back…

I know how much you tried

How much you fought to live

But it was just your time

And I know you are in a better place trying to make my wishes come true.

But I would never be okay and

I could never let you go

It has been hard facing tomorrow without you

And it’s even harder living each day not having you

I truly miss you Pang.

Time will come when we shall be together again.

The time when I can hold you, hug you tight, and kiss you again.

Till then, please be with me always…and that is my wish.

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