see you again…
17 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
It’s funny how it feels like when you meet someone you haven’t seen for a very long time. There is always the feeling of excitement and happiness mixed with extreme anxiousness. I should say that because that was how I felt when I recently met a friend whom I haven’t seen for a long time. . To me, it’s always exciting to meet an old friend. That excitement made me so happy that I had to share and write about that great moment. Few hours before we met, I was so anxious to meet him that I always check the mirror to see how I look like. I was deeply concerned about my hair, my make-up, my clothes. I wonder…is this the kind of feeling someone should feel towards an old friend? Towards “just” a friend? I don’t think so…considering what I felt when we actually met and talked. The mere sight of him got me so elated that I wanted to hug and kiss him. But all I did was shake his hand and hold it for a little while..a few seconds, I should say…boo! We sat down , talked, and had few laughs. It was as if we had our own little world and the only thing in focus was him and I. Too bad he had to leave early coz he had to do some grocery shopping..I will definitely see him again, though. Ah! how inspiring it really is….
A Birthday Wish
01 Jul 2011 Leave a Comment
A Birthday Wish
Please wait for me Papang…
That was my last wish on my birthday two years ago.
I could’ve wished for a new phone, a new dress
or any other thing a girl could wish during her birthday
But I didn’t…
I just wished for you to wait so I could hold your hand, hug you tight and kiss you…
Alas, not all wishes come true, do they? I know mine didn’t.
What was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life
turned out to be the most tragic one – the most devastating one.
Today marks the second year when we finally laid you to rest
The same day when I never got to hold your hand, to hug you tight,
and to kiss you…on my birthday
I haven’t laughed that much for quite a while
Haven’t cracked the funniest jokes
Haven’t given the sweetest smile
Like you would, Papang…
We shared the same passion in music
Sang many songs together
Danced to the same tune
But all these are gone and no wish could ever bring them back…
I know how much you tried
How much you fought to live
But it was just your time
And I know you are in a better place trying to make my wishes come true.
But I would never be okay and
I could never let you go
It has been hard facing tomorrow without you
And it’s even harder living each day not having you
I truly miss you Pang.
Time will come when we shall be together again.
The time when I can hold you, hug you tight, and kiss you again.
Till then, please be with me always…and that is my wish.
Gues who’s baaaaccckk?!!
17 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
It’s been a while since I last posted my blog. When was that? Oh, forget it. I’m here now. I’m back!
With you I’m born again
11 Jan 2010 Leave a Comment
Come bring me your softness
Comfort me through all this madness
Woman, don’t you know, with you I’m born again
Come give me your sweetness
Now there’s you, there is no weakness
Lying safe within your arms, I’m born again
I was half, not whole
In step with none
Reaching through this world
In need of one
Come show me your kindness
In your arms I know I’ll find this
Woman, don’t you know, with you I’m born again
Lying safe with you I’m born again
Come bring me your softness
Comfort me through all this madness
Woman, don’t you know, with you I’m born again
Come give me your sweetness
Now there’s you, there is no weakness
Lying safe within your arms, I’m born again
Woman, don’t you know, with you I’m born again
I was half, not whole
In step with none
Reaching through this world
In need of one
Come show me your kindness
In your arms I know I’ll find this
Woman, don’t you know, with you I’m born again
Lying safe with you I’m born again
With you I\'m born again – George Benson & Vanessa Williams
Escape!
16 Dec 2009 4 Comments
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Would it be crazy if you pack your bags and leave right now? leave for a day… a week…a month? or even a year? go to places you’ve never been to…go to a place where you can’t hear the cars honking like the oasis in the Gobi desert…or stay in Bukingham Palace where you can have everything you need like having to taste the traditional English fish and chips…or go toa first class beach resort where you can swim your heart out…would it be crazy? Oh how I’d love to do that right now…right at this very moment. I want to escape…to relieve me from all the work stress…I think doing the unexpected would make me really proud right now…Please please please..can someone please get me out from this God forsaken place?! Save me from desolation! Save me from doom!
Find yourself
11 Aug 2009 Leave a Comment
Just wanna share this beatiful song entilted Find Yourself by Brad Paisely.
When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You’re becoming someone else
And then you find yourself
When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin’ down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself
Where you go through life
So sure of where you’re headin’
And you wind up lost and it’s
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it’s really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself
When you meet the one
That you’ve been waitin’ for
And she’s everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for some one else
And then you find yourself
That’s when you find yourself
When we go through life
So sure of where we’re headin’
And we wind up lost and it’s
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it’s really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself
a piece of original literature…?
16 Jun 2009 1 Comment
Back in 2001 (my first year in college, by the way), I made a poem entitled “Alone”…it wasn’t supposed to mean something personal..It was only something I created out of nothing in order to pass an assignment for my literature class…but as I reminisce on all the articles I’ve written, this particular poem stroke me the most and it led me into deep thinking…maybe it means something to me now…maybe…just maybe…
Back then, we were given two choices: make an original poem or interpret one that’s already created by writers, whether famous or not..and so the bold and daring that I am, I gathered much confidence to create my own…honestly though, I wasn’t even inspired when I created it….believe me, it meant nothing much to me but a single piece of simple literary work…much to my surprise though, it turned out to be a beautiful masterpiece…I got a perfect score! hahaha…Magnum Opus?! pwede! Unfortunately, I lost the original piece…I don’t even remember creating a copy either. And as poignant as it may seem to have lost it, it’s even more depressing that I don’t remember the exact lines I wrote!…huh! “totally disastrous!”…So to cut short my story-telling…let me share to you the poem which I wrote almost 8 years ago…or should I say, something I recalled from the vague memory of it….enjoy…or not…
ALONE
I was in disguised when you met me so many years and tears ago
Whether it was some bright lipstick or forced false bravado
But it doesn’t matter ‘coz you always saw through me …
You know when I’m feeling low
even though I seem to laugh so much
You know when I’m hurting
even though I cannot cry…
But did you really love me?
No, I guess not.
I have seen the doubt in your eyes…
I have sensed your confusion everytime
I distance myself and you pull yourself away.
You have felt my never ending need
to hurt you…
Only to inflict myself more pain on the bargain.
I’ve been confused and I’ve been scared
And so I left thinking my heart would be spared
But I never knew my heart would twinge for so much pain
and for many times my tears fell like rain.
Although I love you with all my heart
I believe we would be better off apart
So please forgive me when I say,
I love you so much but please stay away.
I know I have to go on my own
Sometimes I wish that it wasn’t so lonely
This business of being ALONE…
Hello World!
16 Jun 2009 Leave a Comment
Hi! this shall be my new blog. I got tired and bored with the old one…hope anyone who visits this blog will enjoy reading….goodtimes!
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10 Jun 2009 1 Comment
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